Exhibition "We want our life back"





Dear Visitor, 
we, the war refugees of the group „Lampedusa in Hamburg“, want to give you the possibility to have a close look on our experiences during our migration in the past three years with our exhibition .
We describe and analyse these experiences and the related circumstances in three steps:
  • The Situation in Libya – before and during the war and the way across the Mediterranean Sea
  • The Situation in the refugee camps in Italy
  • The Situation in Hamburg

We want to give you an understanding of the historical background and the historical facts as well as the human rights abuses we were confronted with on our way. Therefore we present texts of human rights organizations and scientists as well as judicial texts and newspaper articles in file folders. The installation includes a pad on which you can watch films that show and analyse the background of our experiences.
Our method of evaluation was similar to the method of the truth and reconciliation commissions in South Africa and South American Countries after civil wars.
Therefore we have been working together with the sociologist and human rights lawyer Martin Dolzer. We have been sitting together and talking about our experiences, losses and trauma and discussed and analyzed societies frame conditions and the background of the war in Libya as well as the background of the European refugee system. In the frame of that collective process we worked out the texts, statements, photos and films that are shown in the exhibition.
Our method is an attempt of Restorative Justice. That is an approach to justice that focuses - in our case - on the needs of the victims as well as the involved communities, instead of satisfying abstract legal principles or just punishing the offender.

We as victims of the War in Libya and the mechanisms of the European Refugee System take an active role in the process, and want to encourage the offenders and the responsible politicians to take responsibility for their actions and to repair the harm they've done.
Normally Restorative justice involves both the victims and the offenders and focuses on their personal needs.
In our case the offenders and responsible politicians are not easy to be included, because some live in Libya and are far beyond respecting any principles of international or regional law and still abuse human rights - and the others – the responsible politicians in Europe – are not willing to come into dialogue with us until today.
We are conscious of the fact, that our exhibition of course can just be a first step to work out facts, give you an insight in our experiences and maybe impulse a process of reconciliation in long terms.
We, the war refugees of the group „Lampedusa in Hamburg“, are demanding – according to the basic human rights – a permanent residence status as well as the right of free access to work, education and health care in Germany. That demands can be fulfilled straight. There a several regulations in regional, federal and European law to do so,
yours sincerely
the refugees of the group
„Lampedusa in Hamburg“



The situation in Libya before war
We, the war refugees of the group „Hamburg in Lampedusa, had been living in Libya before we came to Italy. We worked for example as electric welders, as masons, as floor-tilers, as artisans, as carpenters and in the construction of houses. Some started their own business and employed other people, some were employees, others worked as engineers or in academic professions. No one of us had the aim to leave the country, because our life was stable and secure.
All of us had free access to medical care. Most of us were providing their families or communities in their home countries – some were as well living in Libya with their families. Many stayed in Libya since the 1990 or the beginning of the new century. We originally came from Nigeria, Togo, Ghana, Cameroon, Cote d´ Ivoir, Sudan, Senegal, Niger, Mali, Gambia, Burkina Faso and other Sub-Saharan countries. In Libya our life was healthy and OK. We had our own apartments and a regular income, as well as access to cultural life. Some of us had been working for Italian or German companies for a long time.
In Libya everyone could find work. Even if people had not enough money the government ran special shops that provided those who were in need with food and existential goods without payment. The shops which offered it, were called Great Jammeriya.

The situation in Libya during war
Things were good until the 17th of February 2011, when the war began. From that moment the tension was high and the country sank into chaos. Life became dangerous, especially for black African civilians. There where massacres because we, the black Africans, where under general suspect of being supporters or mercenaries of Muammar al Gaddafi.
When the war began, militias overtook power in some cities – soldiers and militias were moving and fighting everywhere in the country. Everyone was suffering from a certain point - in many cities the air was filled with bombs and bullets. The borders where closed – the borders to Egypt and Tunisia. The streets to the south were crowded with militias. There was no way to escape.
When the UN declared the no fly zone, the situation even was escalating. Whole parts of Tripoli and other cities where bombed. The NATO in this case did not protect civilians – but in contrary attacked whole districts were only civilians were living. Instead of protecting – the NATO killed thousands of civilians in the bombardments.

Statement of a refugee
In many cities rebels and militias were searching houses and killing all black Africans. Massacres like market shootings took place. Many of us were eyewitnesses. Some of us where tortured during racist attacks or seriously wounded. Everyone was afraid to be killed. Some of us were taken to the desert by the „rebels“. They shot guns beside our heads, took away our belongings and left us in the desert. Some of the people died because they were not able to return to the city.
When war broke out things became dangerous and unbearable. Many of us had been living in the war zone until June or July 2011. Five months of killing, looting and inhumane conditions. We all were traumatized.
The only option to survive was to cross the Mediterranean Sea. Some went on the boats on their own will – others where asked by soldiers of Gaddafi to leave the country to protect their lives – others where forced by soldiers or militias in too small boats.
Militias forced us to go to the boats. We could not see which „side“ they were fighting for. They took away our cell phones, cameras, and photo or handy cards, our passport and all belongings, before we could enter the boats. They obviously wanted to hinder us to carry any pictures with us“.

Statement of a refugee who lived in Benghazi, when the war began
„When the revolution started, the „rebels“ searched the houses in the townships where black Africans lived. They went from house to house. Some men were taken to Misrata and never had been seen again. A lot of people disappeared and became victims of extrajudicial killings.
When war started, the black Africans could not stay in the areas where Arabian people lived – segregation, racist attacks and killings became a usual practice. Rebels took away the passports and identity cards. Many fled into villages or the desert to run away from this practice – many of them died.

Statement of a refugee
Before the war started, I helped my family at home to survive. When the war started, I was arrested by militias – I do not know whom they were fighting for. They were beating and mistreating me. They shot my brother and my best friend right in front of me. I think of my brother every day. They were keeping me and many others somewhere in the cellar of a building. They were mercilessly beating us and torturing us every day. Sometime after the declaration of the “No fly zone” many of us could escape. We finally could see the sun again.Then the fighting was escalating more and more.

Soldiers took us to the harbor because the city was bombed. There was no other way to survive war – especially for us black Africans, who were often massacred by “rebels”. They took away all our belongings, before we entered the boat. I lost everything I had worked for in my life. The boat we were put in was much too small for so many people. The captain complained that the boat would not be able to transport that much people, but we were pushed in by force. We had no food and no water. Later somewhere in the middle of the Mediterranean Sea, the boat turned upside down. Many people died – I was rescued and could survive.



Statement of another refugee from Benghazi
„When we fled from Benghazi in the direction of Tripoli we were stopped by militias very often. We had to walk the whole way. Car drivers were afraid to transport black Africans, because many who did so where killed in racist attacks. A lot of controls were carried out by any kind of militias. In the „controls“ the militias asked first if you supported the Government or the „rebels“ – if you gave the wrong answer – they killed you – and it was not always clearly to be seen who controlled you. It was necessary to use the main road, because in the desert there would not have been any orientation. On the street it was like walking on dead bodies. We were running to save our life, but running to where? No place was safe or free to pass. “

Statement of a refugee who had been working in Sirte
„Sirte is a city close to Benghazi. I was leaving Tripoli, where I had lived before, to go there because the payment for plastering. The work I was doing was much better. When the war began, we heard that the boarders are closed, but we were not aware of what was happening. All the people who worked in my company, were not paid their salaries in the confusion. We did two months of work without payment. We were short of food.

On the road we have been seeing soldiers moving to Benghazi to block boarder. We were stuck in Sirte for three weeks. We were 300 men. After 3 weeks we finally decided to walk towards the border and demanded of the soldiers to bring us to the airport to be able to leave the country. After long negotiations they brought cars, packed all the men on the cargo area and brought us to Tripoli.
We stayed there for 14 days and more with a group of 3000 people living in the camp. While after while people where removed from the camp – but no one knew, where they brought them. Then they took me as well. They brought us to the Mediterranean Sea.

Statement of a refugee
They pushed us into too small boats. Who refused to go was shot. Everyone had to surrender and was searched. All belongings had been taken by the militias. Many boats had leaks and were drowning very fast. Other boats were escorted by militias for a long time – and they told us that they would kill us if we dared to return. The boats were overcrowded – many people – some thousands died in the Mediterranean Sea. Some died because of the situation in the boats – there was no food, no water. Others died because the boats were overcrowded or because the boats got lost without navigation. Many had been collapsing during the journey“.
Statement of a refugee from Tripoli
„When the bombing started, no one saw the planes, we only heard the strikes coming – everything happened very fast. The bombs had been dropped anywhere - men running not knowing how and where to escape the blows. The first bomb by NATO was a huge bomb at the airport Matiga. Bangashe, where the barracks of the soldiers were situated, was beside of a civilian infrastructure. NATO bombed the civilian area without any care – destroying everything. Many people were
waiting at the airport to return to their countries, but NATO bombed the airport and killed many civilians. The bombardment lasted day and night - no peace in between. All that began, when the UN decided to establish the “no fly zone. Some militias occupied a Red Cross plane and killed a lot of people with it.”


The situation in the boats

Statement of a refugee
„I was coming to Libya in 1999. In Libya meat was free, gas was free, electricity was free, water was free. We only had to pay housing rent. There was a great stability before war. I had a family, a woman and children. I was running a business. But the war destroyed all. The „rebels“ have taken everything. They attacked and wounded the people. I was wounded terribly as well. Later in Italy they rejected the necessary treatment for my wounds. I lost my wife and children because we were forced in separated boats. I never have seen them again.
Thousands of people died in the water, many women and children. Many boats sank. It was old fishing boats. Less than half of the boats sent out did not sink. After loading the boat, many boats where overloaded and broke. We had no food, no water. Everything was collected from the people before they entered the boat. We spent four or five days on sea without food and water. Only those who had chance survived“.


Statement of a refugee 
„The people who had been dying in the boat were thrown overboard. It was much too small for all the people. We spent two weeks on the sea. We had no compass, no navigation. We were just drifting. We had no captain, no steering, the people were relying on each other. There was no orientation point.”




Another refugee says
 
„I ask myself why the authorities in Europe always ask us the same questions. Where are you from? Why did you come here? When did you come here? - Without asking for the background of our coming. Many people treat us as if we were children, people without a consciousness or not educated. But the African people of today went through the same kind of education like Europeans. We can analyse the societies we live in, our surrounding and what is going very well.
 There is no use to try to degrade us through not taking us and our demands for serious. We never wanted to come to Europe until NATO escalated the war in Libya. Libya obviously was attacked because the Libyan government supported other African countries and tried to unite the continent.

How can someone who has destroyed a well functioning country with a social system, where we lived in dignity, not even respect our will to work, and our demands for the basic human rights to have access to education and accommodation and medical care.
That is somehow very inhuman and ignorant. European Union said they wanted to protect the civilians, but they still fail to do even that - and now, when we come to Europe to seek the protection they promised, Europe closes the doors again.“




The Situation in the refugee camps and hotels in Italy
We lived spread over diverse facilities in Italy for roundabout two years – in mass camps with thousands of people as well as in dingy hotels which had been rent by the authorities – or on the streets. Our living conditions were extremely dangerous for health and life. Sickness and traumata could not be treated in an adequate way.
New traumata were caused through abuse and mistreatment, denied medical care and a lack of food, as well as oppression and ignorance of the authorities.
In winter 2012/13 we were given identification papers witch guaranteed a humanitarian, stateless or political status. At the same time we were set on the street and prompted and forced to leave Italy in the direction of northern Europe. The authorities gave some of us up to 500 Euro.

We were told, that nothing could be done for us, because there was no work or perspective of providing us in the Communities of Italy. Some were threatened with violence or put into prison, if they would not leave the country.
The situation and the devastating circumstances in which refugees lived in Italy is described in an expertise by the German NGO borderline e.V., written by Judith Gleitze in order of the administration court Braunschweig.
Since 2010 200 German administration courts decided that deportations to Italy are against the law because every asylum seeker or person that needs protection is endangered to be treated in a humiliating and inhuman way.

Statement of a refugee:
“We, the war refugees of the group „Lampedusa in Hamburg“, arrived in Lampedusa after crossing the Mediterranean Sea. Most of us stayed only up to ten days in the Lampedusa camp or in front of it. The camp was totally crowded.
The rooms in the camp were too small, food was not enough, medical care was rare – if at all. Many had to sleep outside the camp in tents or on the meadows. They gave me two pairs of trousers and one pair of sandals, because all the refugees were forced to leave all their belongings behind, when they entered the boats at the Libyan coast.
After 2 days in Lampedusa they send me to a district town near Milan. 40 people were living in a battered guest house, where I had to stay for the next two years. The hotels or guest houses had contracts with the government. Mine was old and disgusting. We got less food and had to live in a small room with 4 people.
There was no space, no shelter. In two years I did not get any clothing or other necessary belongings. We had to eat pasta every day – many times with nothing else. The 46 Euro given by the UN for every refugee daily, never reached us. The authorities were not coming to the camp, we had to go to a commission to give testimony about our destiny without the possibility to contact a lawyer.
We were not allowed to use mobile phones. It took us 8 month to get one. They were obviously afraid, that we could tell anybody about the circumstances in the place. My condition was so bad. Sometimes I had to apply two weeks to get toothpaste or shampoo. In the first time they gave us water in bottles, later we had to drink polluted tap-water. We were treated like that because we were refugees.
In Italy no organisation helped us. Later, in winter 2012 they decided to close all the camps and hotels, because an EU Fond to provide the refugees ended. All the time there were no measures of integration. Finally we decided to make a demonstration in Roma because of our situation. Later we decided to demonstrate in Milan as well.
When the Italian authorities decided to close the hotel we did not want to leave, because it was winter time and very cold. It was much too cold and we had no perspective in Italy, because of the economical crises and our status as refugees – which in fact meant, that we were not given our rights. The police came to our hotel and forced us out.
It was heavy snow, the Italian government gave us up to 400 Euro. But a room costs 800 or 1000 caution before you can rent it. When I was forced out I had to sleep in front of the train station and on the streets.”

Statement of another refugee
“The paper we received just gives us humanitarian protection with a temporal permit – it is no working permit. There was no perspective to survive in Italy – no work, no accommodation. They told some of us to leave the country. For some they even bought tickets. Some of us were told to leave the community, where we had lived – otherwise they wanted to arrest us or take away our status. That is the motif why we decided to leave Italy.
I really wonder where all the money that the UN gave Italy to provide us refugees was spend or kept. In the camp where I lived we only got lunch and supper and few vitamins. No one was listening to our problems. If someone insisted on his rights, he or she was kicked out of the camp. The authorities and managers of the camps where corrupted – there was no possibility to complain.
Sometimes they brought papers we had to sign without knowing what was written in it, for not be kicked out of the camp. After Lampedusa we never were provided with clothes again. There was a lot of arbitrary treatment. Some of the camps and hotels where more like prisons”.


Statement of another refugee
“Some of us refugees even did not get a health card. In 2012 the UN gave the Italian authorities money for the refugees for Christmas. That money never reached us.
Italy could have used all the money of the UN to integrate us. That is one of the reasons why the UN refused continuing the payment.
 They gave us a lawyer but he did not speak English. This lawyer and most of the other lawyers we refugees were offered provided the interests of the state and the authorities instead of ours. This is against the law and European regulations”.  

Statement of another refugee
“In our camp we never have seen a lawyer. We were living near Geneva. If you asked for lawyer they tried to push you out or called the police to register your name. Everyone demanding anything was endangered.
The camps and hotels, where we lived, used our stay for their own economical profit. 3 days after we got a humanitarian status the hotel manager said that we have to leave the place. Only those who gave a signature that they would not come back were given some money.
When we left the camp we had to live in the streets. In Italy there is a very racist atmosphere. Many of us had been attacked. When we had to leave the camp we faced heavy snow without having anywhere to go. There was no one to help, they were treating us like slaves.
Statement of another refugee
Some of us had to go to a hospital, while we lived in the camps. Some of the camp managers did not give us the prescribed medicine, but other medicaments. Sometimes they just gave us half of the prescribed amount. One refugee who had terrible kidney problems was kicked out of the camp when he had terrible kidney problems.
When we were coming to our municipality, the social assistant we met told us that the commune will save 6 Euro for each of us every day, until we leave the camp. But later that man was fired. The new assistant who was engaged after him - refused to give us the round about 5000 Euro we were supposed to get when we had to leave.
In comparison to that the 500 Euro we got are cynical. They pretended that they spend the money on medical care. That was a lie. I was applying for a necessary plastic surgery, because of sores that I received in Libya – but my demand was denied.
If we would not have left the hotel after we received our humanitarian status they told us that the police would force us out or arrest us”.


The Situation in Hamburg



After having been forced out of the Italian camps and communities we went to Hamburg. Some of us had been participating in the so called winter program others went to Hamburg, later in 2013. From April 2013 we were facing a very dangerous and perilous situation, because we were forced to live on the streets. This year winter lasted long – in April the temperature was low and after that we had to face a long rain period.
We started to organize in the group „Lampedusa in Hamburg“ to be able to achieve our rights. We built up an information tent near Central Station and demonstrated in the town hall. We asked for a dialogue with the mayor and Senators – but they rejected that until today. We demonstrated in front of an election assembly of the governing Party SPD and wrote open letters to the mayor and the regional parliament to bring forward our demands. Many of us became seriously sick because of the unbearable life conditions. 23 of us should have been treated in hospital – which in fact was not possible – more than 130 had to be supported by voluntary doctors.

From the beginning of that suffering period in April 2013 the support for us refugees was organized by the people of Hamburg and not by city authorities or big welfare organizations. Especially young people and the “Karawane für Flüchtlinge und MigrantInnen” cared for the most urgent needs: dependable food supplies, accommodation in the coldest nights and the contact with those willing to give meal and medical assistance. Since the beginning of  june St. Pauli Church and a Mosque in St Georg offer 80 (St. Pauli Church) and 30 (Mosque St.Georg) of us an accommodation. In St. Pauli many neighbours of the church support us and our aims. That is very helpful and we are grateful to have this humanitarian help and at least some of us a place to stay. But this cannot be a long term solution and many of us still live on the streets.
The political parties “Die Grünen” und “DIE LINKE” put forward a Moratorium to stop deportation for six month to create space for negotiations. That Moratorium is supported by some thousand people as well as by the church and the district parliament of Altona. Delegates of the church were negotiating with the Senate for a very long time – but without any positive result. Anyway it would be more adequate if the Senate would negotiate with us, because it is our destiny. All regional media and TV stations as well as German wide media are reporting about our situation. Many people say, that our struggle for the basic human rights has changed the discussion about refugee policies in a positive way. But still the Senate is blocking every acceptable solution.
We are victims of an European refugee policy, that is not in tune with international and European human rights- and refugee conventions. The Dublin 2 system forces the responsibility for refugees on the poorest countries – Italy, Greece, Spain and Portugal – who cannot carry that responsibility alone.
At this moment we stand on the threshold between life and death. As war refugees we were given a humanitarian status by Italian authorities, which allow us to live in the EU. But the Hamburg Government until now wants to deport us to Italy as soon as possible. In contradiction to law regulations the Senate of Hamburg says, that there is no possibility to grant us permanent residence and a work permit.
But to be pushed around through Europe is not an acceptable perspective. We demand accommodation, free access to the labor market, free access to education, free access to medical care and social provision and the right to freely choose the residence within the EU.
We, those who survived the war, and formed the group „Lampedusa in Hamburg“, are not willing to let people push us from one disaster into another, because this is no perspective for a living. Since we went into public in May 2013, we witnessed a great wave of solidarity. Many people and actors support our demands.
Now our demand is that a permanent right of residence shall be granted to us, according to international law and humanitarian aspects. § 23 or any other regulation on regional, federal or European level, that grants a special status to war refugees, can be set into practise therefore.
Statement of a refugee
„As we were driven out of Italy we wanted to get a better life. But in Hamburg we are confronted with the same situation again. The authorities are permanently blocking our aims. We had – and many of us still have – to live in the streets, with no place to shower, no place to live or change clothes and no papers which help us to survive or to find work. Now some of us at least have a place to spend the night in St. Pauli Church. We are very grateful and the Embassy of Hope really gives us a little bit of hope.
But the government started to say bad things about us. They told that some of us were soldiers of Mohammar al Gaddafi and other bad things that are not true as well. We were neither supporting Gaddafi nor the rebels.
We thought that in Hamburg everyone including the authorities would know much about human rights and respect them as well. But the authorities are abusing us – they are just preaching human rights. We had been living in the parks and the streets, so we formed our protest.
On the streets I lost a lot of strength, I did not recover until today. I still feel sickness in my body and the document I received in Italy cannot take me to hospital. Some of the refugees coming from Italy did not even have enough food for a long time and are still living in poor life conditions. Some are still on the streets, some are sleeping in old cars, others on corners, only a few got a place to stay. 

Statement of a refugee

 „We do not know our future, our present and our past. It was the Europeans who caused the war in Libya as well – and now they are responsible for our situation. If the church would not help us, were would we be? We are tired of this, the government should do something - why do they treat Africans in that inhumane way in Europe. I cannot understand how people can be so heartless. What do people, who treat us like that, expect to happen, when they visit Africa“?


Statement of a refugee
„We are suffering a lot since we are in Germany. We even cannot afford our daily life. Everyone is frustrated. I have nothing to do, from morning to evening. This is causing serious damage. It is hard to live in such undignified conditions. I have a humanitarian status paper from one European country, but I cannot use it to manage a survival here in Germany. In Libya I was working and living in dignity. My situation here is degrading.
In St. Pauli Church, the pastor is doing his best, but only he alone and our voluntary supporters cannot do it. We need support, but the government is ignoring us – and we are asking the politicians to help. 80 people live in one room. We share the place in solidarity – but this situation is very bad. If someone has a disease it can spread very fast. Even in prison living conditions like that are not possible. We are happy that up to now no one killed himself. We have nothing to do, and this is the worst aspect, that really can cause damage – because we had a solid and social secured life before. We could care for ourselves, our families and communities.
We need some support to have peace and a good life. They are helping but we need a better
solution, to be able to work. Some people from outside even critisize us. If the war in Libya had not been forced by European governments as well, we would not be here. War was something horrible. That is the reason why we are here. I hope someone in the government will stand up to help us – we need somebody who is going to talk and act in our favor“.

Statement of a refugee

After the closure of the “Winter Notprogramm”, we where left to wonder around in the streets Hamburg.We were exposed to the rain season and the cold weather condition. Frustration stroke us and many are seriously sick. All hope was lost. When we confronted the hamburg authorities with our demands and our rights as war refugees, we were rejected until now. As war refugees with negative experiences and a phycological side effects, we should not be supposed to undergo another threatening situation like that.

Since months the European Union has been playing politics on us. They don't look at us as human beings. I asked so many questions with no answers – questions like – is it because we are all from black african countries? Why racism? Where is love and the care that is supposed to be shown to war refugees? Where are the human rights a refugee deserves? What is the meaning of power? Is the true meaning of power bombarding another country with a collective effort and when the time comes to restore hope to the hopeless and to repair what has been destroyed collectively, the responsibility is being pushed to individual countries. Can the European Union tell us the true meaning of protection a war refugees deserves?

Many of us have been traumatized and got phycological side effects that need an urgent medical attention. I hate to see a fighter jet plane in my mind every day. Often I recalled, that I counted over sixty bombs thrown down in one day by NATO fighter jets on 6 th of June, 2011in Tripoli, Libya. I still recall how I was luckily rescued from a drowning boat. I Iost my friends and many people died - old and young. Many times I still feel shocked with a painful vibration in my body and a pain in my heart. In a nutshell we have been crossing Mediterranean Sea. No government that respects human rights will ever allow a refugee who survived situations like that, to face another life threatening situation and suffering after escaping from a war zone country. Our situation is very bad here in Hamburg. The European Union should help us and answer our demands as war refugees.

We want our life back and our rights as a human beings, to live in dignity. We need an urgent attention to medical care, access to work, accommodation, education and social provision.”